I don’t really know what I’m going to blog about. I just very much felt like writing right now. So don’t read too much into this. Just doing something as it comes to me, very far from my normal way of thinking about things way too much and turning a thing over and over in my brain until it seems like a mountain I will never be able to climb.
This is a very weird place I’m in right now. Kind of confusing but still not to such an extent that it’s scary. Very strange indeed. I’ve been trying to figure out a lot of things lately, figure out some people (don’t even try! it’s hopeless!) and most of all figure out what led me to this place. And I can’t even describe what this place looks like, it may be somewhere in the recesses of my mind or it may be some place I haven’t been in such a long time that it has become strange.
Golly gosh, I am starting to sound like a crazy lady! Should never have read The Bell Jar! Think it’s having an adverse effect on my mental health! Anyway, all I know is that I feel weird and like I should be sitting somewhere under a tree and reading to my heart’s content. That would probably cure this whatever it is! Could it be that now that I’m 21, the downward spiral of losing one’s mind starts… Why didn’t anybody warn me about this?!
Okay, enough with the crazy rant and weirdness. I wonder how many times I used the word ‘weird’ in this blog entry. So this was my crazy probably boredness-induced rant about I honestly don’t know what. Hope it didn’t scare you away forever. I’ll write something that makes sense as soon as I get rid of the crazy person inside my head. Haha, totally random! I’m just going to end this right now!
